Monday, December 22, 2008
And You Give Yourself Away
I don't know if it's the whole Christmas season thing, or if I'm just hormonal, but I've been crying about everything lately.
Thursday it was an Egyptian hairless kitty. I went to visit my friend Stephen-to hang out and paint before he left for Chicago. I followed him to his friend's house and there she was. All tiny and furless. I teared up.
Friday it was bunny socks. I had to refrain from blinking in order not to cry.
Saturday it was my Mom's little crippled doggy. Ewok is 14 and a long one. He's losing control of his back legs. I cried in the bathroom.
Yesterday it was a series of text messages with Jodi. I randomly sent her the lyrics to that "With or Without You" song. It's an inside joke with us. Anyhow, when she responded with the next line, I started balling. Like someone called me fat and ugly and stole my puppy. Seriously.
So, as of late, I'm a weenie. It doesn't take much, and I'm in the all out throws of an emotional breakdown. A tiny, short-lived emotional breakdown, but a breakdown none-the-less.
I'm pretty sure I'm not hormonal. I don't usually have that problem.
So, is it the holidays or what?!